I just broke down. My chemistry teacher tested me today, I was about to burst into tears. I just felt all the pressure of everybody looking at me, and all I could think about was my grandpa, the person how probably loves me the most.
I'm visiting him saturday. I don't care of what I'm studing, it's boring me. Why should I even study, to keep up with all the expectations about be? Do they really expect a Bible?
i want to sleep now, but I can't because I have to study phisics, another subject that I hate. Why should I be interested in how the Earth works? It's wouldn't stop to go round, people wouldn't stop to die.
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